So, I wrote yesterday about how I haven't been receiving any correspondence from my buddy in jail. Well, I guess that triggered something in the universe and I got a letter from her today! She's now written one to my six letters. Well, if that's how she wants the ratio, then I'm sending 12 today. I will expect 2 letters from her ASAP! ;)
Anyway, I was really excited when I opened the mailbox and saw the letter! To my dismay, there was little to get excited over as the letter was not good news. But I was truly touched by the whole exchange in the end.
Before you read it for yourself, you should know a little about my letters. Since I don't have them anymore, I can't let you read them but, they all pretty much consisted of me telling her the things I admired about her, wishing the best for her and hoping that the cell mate she has, now that I've left, is treating her well. She's a very religious woman and I know how much God can help people through the worst of times, despite my lack of faith, so I ended all my letters with a verse from the Bible, the most uplifting ones I could find, in the hope that she would find her own comfort there.
So she wrote:
Hi Baby!How are you? :) Well me, I got robbed for everything I had. I went off on them and got sent to seg. (for those who don't know, seg is like solitary confinement)
But you brought a light to me when I got your letter. You know how I was feeling about myself. Thanks for lifting my spirits when I needed it the most. How in the Hell did you know I needed you? Yes, I cried. Somebody knows I don't deserve this shit! But they can't keep me down! I'm getting my visits, yes, my husband is here to visit me two times a week! I love you. Got to go to group so pray for me and be good to yourself. Tell your family I said Hi.God Bless YouSo... needless to say, her cell mate obviously wasn't very good to her, she lost her temper and got sent to seg. And after all that, I was able, in however small a way and without even knowing it, to bring a light when she needed it most. Take THAT prison!!
Labels: God, Prison, Religion