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So Wednesday night, I couldn't sleep. My lower back was in sooo much pain and every time I would lay down I would feel like I was going to throw up. So noooo sleep. Boyfriend has crappy T-mobile so I couldn't get a hold of him all night to take me to the hospital. 8 am rolls around, I hear my mom getting up, so I tell her I need to go to the ER, like now! She won't take me.
My friend Emilly had to take me.
Turns out I have a kidney infection, so now I am on meds for the next 14 days. They are frikin horse pills and I can't swallow them, so I am 5 crushing them up.
My life is fun =/

BUT I totally went roller skating that night!!! It was awesome. I want to be a roller derby girl but you have to be 21. =[

First Post!

Awesome, my first post on this awesome site. Ahh I never know what to blog about so they normally turn out stupid or only have one or two words in them, but in this blog I will write way more than that! (Or at least try too)

Gahh today was an interesting day. The most interesting part happened like 20 minutes ago. An ex-friend's cousin sent me a message on myspace. Full of spelling errors and no grammar. Which I hate. Telling me how I am a whore and I needed to stop talking crap about her cousin..which I totally have but she didn't need to know that.

So I wrote her back, and told her she needed to get an education, and that I didn't need to talk about her or her family because they are so stupid and redneck that they speak for themselves. That I can talk about whatever I want whenever I want thanks to free speech, and that I couldn't possibly be a whore because I have been with the same boy for almost a year, and before him I was in another serious relationship...so I don't know when I had time to slut it up but I guess I did.

So she wrote me back and told me that free speech was the 5th amendment and she does have an education (which she clearly just proved she didn't..everyone knows the 1st and 5th amendments.) It was so horribly wrong that I couldn't even write back. I actually felt like I got stupider.

Ahh I can't stand people who can't stand up for themselves. It is just pointless; either say something for yourself or shut up and be a big girl.For some reason I thought all this drama would end when I got out of high school. I guess not. =/

Welcome to Cocaine

Cocaine is now an official Cut Me Deep Girl, and we are proud to have her as a part of the Cut Me Deep family. Here you will be able to read everything that is on Cocaine's mind when she is read to start posting.

Welcome Cocaine! It's good to have you aboard :)