SOME THINGS TO KNOW!

WHO ARE ALL THESE GIRLS?

The Official Cut Me Deep Girls, also known as the CMD Girls, are the hot and sexy side of CMD. We think they are gorgeous and should be seen by the world! The CMD Girls are the models that we use in our artwork and promotions. Even though beauty is in the eye of the beholder, you'd have to agree that these girls are drop dead gorgeous.

CAN I BE AN OFFICIAL CMD GIRL?

If you think you've got the looks to be one of your gorgeous CMD Girls, feel free to hit us up either on MySpace, myspace.com/cmdinspirations, or via e-mail, fasterchild@cutmedeep.com, and we will be more than willing to take a look at some of your pics. We are always looking for new models to grace our pages!

ABOUT J MILLS

AGE: 23

FROM: MERIDEN, CT, USA

ALSO ON: MYSPACE

A WORD WITH J MILLS:

"My name is Jessica. Call me Jes. I wake up every morning to a constant struggle with myself, my scale, and my reflection. I usually lose, but I push on. I'm 5'3. I currently weigh 92 lbs. It's a little gross, and not the "I'm fat" kind of gross. I have an eating disorder, but I am taking steps, albeit baby steps, toward improvement and recovery. If all you're going to do is judge me or make fun of me for it then fuck off and waste your time somewhere else. I'm a vegetarian. I'm straight edge. When I'm angry, sad, depressed, worried, [or any other negative emotion] I meditate to find peace. I'm kind of an asshole, and I'm okay with it. This, however, does not mean that I'm arrogant, a bitch, or difficult to get along with, even though my page may make it seem otherwise. I'm actually a very polite and kind person the majority of the time. I'm very adamant about using the grammatical skills we were all taught while in school. Please try to use them as well to save my head from imploding. I have a really fucked up and shady past. The key word there is PAST. Don't start shit over things that happened years ago because I don't care. If I don't know you and you decide to message me, please don't call me babe, baby, ma, or any of that. We're not dating. Sorry. I don't live for drama. I don't enjoy drama. If you do, please don't talk to me. For both our sakes. I'm a skinny white chick with a lot of tattoos. My hair is constantly changing. I have an almost unhealthy obsession with movies from the 80's. I'm very vain, but I don't have much confidence. I can be the nicest person in the world until you give me a reason not to be. After you give me a reason not to be, I can be the biggest cunt you'll ever know. The people I call my friends are amazing people and I'd die for them. I don't really sleep anymore. I have red hair. Naturally. Be jealous. I can fall off the face of the earth for months at a time. Please don't take it personally. White people who act, talk, dress, and/or type like they're ghetto bug the shit out of me. Unless you're being silly, that is. I despise liars. I don't use the words "hate" or "love" lightly. Far too many people misuse them and sling them about casually. People who do things or change who they are just to fit in and/or make people like them aren't worth the time, effort, or air they breathe. Try being an individual. I can play a lot of instruments, but I don't really play around people because I'm too damned shy. Family/friends, animals, and music are the most important things in my life. In that order. I'm a quiet person by nature. I don't really like to talk, I'd rather listen. "Cunt" and "twat" are two of my favorite words. I think they're funny. My apologies if they offend you. I spend at least a few minutes outside looking at the stars at night [if it's clear]. There, their, they're, your, you're, it's, its, then, and than...please learn to use the right one at the right time."